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its over ok !!

totally over nw…

who should i decide„i really cnt makeup my mind..who cares abt me ,am just being myself,even wawan pon taq tau hw i feel like..

i knw its my mistake,bt eu already knw y i do dat„i shud let eu go,bt wif the way eu treating me nw,reallie makes me sad„if eu reallie love me,prove it to me then,bt y eu doing the revenge thingy huh ??..y ??.

i just dun understnd eu ppl,wats mre eu want from me??…

enough of ur nonsense !!

ii love eu still bt y eu just couldnt understnd me huh ??..

its 4 ur own gd..

anywae if i love eu , i had to let eu go,criously 4 ur own gd….wif e together wif eu,eu reallie change alot bby..

haix..

y cnt eu ppl understnd hw i feel 

??

misery !!

i’ve been in a misery lately..

y must dis happen to me …i dun knw whom to shre wif , bt like i sae my blog is a diary so here i am…misery n misery n misery again…y life is so unfair 4 me ??..

to my one n onlie whch i love so much , its been such an happiness to spent tyme wif eu lately bt nw its been misery 4 me when everytyme ii look at it , i dun knw y i cud cry when i looked at it..hu am i to eu anywae??..i just couldnt bother to look at it bt i’m using it eu knw…

i cn cry n at the same tyme i cn be happy 4 eu , bt y eu keeping it ??…

eu knw dat since i’m with eu i’ve been too jealousy even its a small matter bt y cant eu undastnd it n c it…y eu just kept it shut to urself…even am jealous i will nt do like wat she did , bt criously if eu still have feelings 4 her just sae it i will let eu go…

like i sae there shud be no lies btween us n i will respect ur decision even i’m in a misery..go 4 her if eu want her..’ll be happy 4 eu if ur happy wif her k dear .. ;)

life misery  !!

life changing…

life chnging its been better „  ahquh dh baek nan drg bt ahquh taq tau wat reallie i shud do….n i dun knw wat i shud post ryte nw…am confuse myself….i just dun knw wat i’ve been doing n nw am dat crazie…

ahquh dh mcm taq btl mcm nk marah jek keje tapi wat seems taq berkenan dpn mate ahquh meradang org taq berslh ahquh marah…wat is happening to me ryte nw??

i’m trying to cool myself down bt i cant…

wat i shud do ?

leave it to eu …

FRIENDS . .

do it really affect me alot??..hmm . .i just dun knw wats been happening to all of my frends,i love them alot bt its looks likes they just dun even notice am there..dun just bcoz of one person eu guys ar hating me dat wae n showing me some kind of attitude..if dun like me slacking wif eu guys „ just sae it directly n i’ll take my leg off from eu guys..taq yah susah2kn diri menipu ahquh kae..ahquh bkn nye bdq pon…to all of eu whom mae read dys„ am i dat badd??..ans me truthfully kae..nemine just let them be the way they are…no more talking abt them its making me hurt alot…yg mane tau diam2 sua..

LOVE . .

does this reallie confuse me alot??..hmm . . i just dun undastnd it myself , y must all dys be happening to me…am confuse myself…love reallie likes to makes me hurt n confuse..theres been both i shud wait bt who gona be that lucky guy..as 4 d, y must all ur frens treat me dys ae?..i know its my attitude pblm bt y me nt others??.. as 4 b, y must eu make me to love eu dat much n ur gone n the love eu give r fading awae n its nt gona b yours anymre..y??..y me?..if eu nvr do all dys things wont gona b dys wae eu knw dat ? ?…

i’m all alone n its all i want to be nw sori frends n loves one it cud b my fault n it cud b urs too..reallie sori bt ts my choice 4 nw „ am confuse n sad n plz dun make it werst i’m sori…

leave me alone„eu wont knw hw it feels like when eu already leave …   :(

forward to situation…. ! !

sore my dear bloq 4 nt been updatting lately….

i just dun knw where to start n i just dun knw wat i shud type actuallie…hmmm

okae , here it goes…

1stly i startd to fall in lurve wif eu again bt nw now am trying to b strong enuf here..aniwae i’m quite hepi dys few daes koz havng so much fun wif all the rockstar clans n they making me so much hepi until i 4get abt all my pblm..

thanx guys n gals friends…without eu i dun tink i cn be quite hepi 4 nw…hahaxx.thanx clans…

recently i hvng so much ppblm bt it been put away koz to me i dun wana think much koz its such waste of my tyme actuallie….

hmm..i just dun knw wat to wrote here…hmm nemine..just updatting koz i dun wan my blog to b in dim…. knw me n wat happen thru my FB aites peeps…

tc !

love….

“love is a presence which present in every human in this world….without love,eu r nobody to each other,with love eu knw ur life n limits..love there r many types of it n there r alot of it n it depends on wat love ur gvng to….”

haix looks like i’ve started to fall in love wif sumone bt i just dun knw hw am i shud tell hym…i feel miserable myself..i always get the blame from him…anywae he already attached n i just the dun one to b the 3rd party n i just ddun wan ppl to kol me PERAMPAS….

i’m just a gal whch will never do dat n never even wana do it if i reallie wana b wif that particular person..get the real fact that nt even one of my ex,its all a new guy in my life,i cry alot 4 hym bt its seems dat he doenst care at all..wat i’ve done wrong??….i jst dun undastnd wif my life actuallie…

he do care alot,its seems dat i had to sacrifice my love n 4get hym,i just dun knw wat i shud do..i cry alot n i got tons n tons of prblms in me..n i dun knw hw am i gona solve everyhting myself….y was it so difficult 4 me?…y i have to face all thiz pblms alone?…y i was being choosen to face all dis?…

y was it difficult 4 eu to understnd me n the way i treat eu?…i got my own reasons…y eu being cold blooded to me?..friends werent reallie therre 4 me..i had to face it alll alone..i feel my life is without friends at all…they will never understnd me…

i do reallie need help 4 now….

its better to be truth . .

its better to be truth is all abt me recently….

i’ve been bzy werking all along bt its kept me bzy until i dun usually online myself….imish it alot actuallie..

i having to much pblm nw n i cnt even cntrl myself…i kept stressing myself…its seems dat ppl dun cre abt me n undastand my situation nw.. y?.. i fall sick easily nw..haix..knowing my friends n all of them makes me regrets knowing them..bt i realise dat they r there 4 me actuallie nt all bt some of them onlie„ mostly all the gals….

nw i’m nt werking koz i reallie hvng it nw,….n i’m bck to my life…its seems dat eu want it y nt i sae yes n eu ur life n me my life…i dun wana interfere n me hepi myself koz i reallie love dat sumone deep inside my hart…am waitink 4 eu bhy….

dun worrie am hoping everything will be settling soon when eu r out n hope so my pblm is enuf finish when u r out ok…. :)

i dun undastnd y some of the ppl n even me make their own life miserable..y must it b dys way??…its difficult 4 us to accept the fact maebe n i had enuf of it actuallie..its becoz i’m enuf…n feel dat eu just playing me all along…undastnd?….

i dun knw hu i shud talk to actuallie its tru dat i dun hve anyone to talk to…all i had to do is just express it all out thru my blog n its wat i kol great moments in my life ..hahaxx…its reallie shud b hepi moments n great moments..bt dis blog is like my diary n its all abt my life sad n hepi….dats wat i kol pblc diary..onlie 4 my friends…

long stories to tell bt dun wish too koz it will make me cry…

P.S:some r even personal..hehexx..(tuh pon raabb nak bilang aperh jek…)hahaha

miserable….

i cn let go of everything if eu want to…

bt eu dun hve to lie to me..y must i heard stories of eu..?….

just tell me the truth n i’m sure i cn accept it…i knw myself…cukop bkn skali tapi dh byk kali ahquh kene typue bt taqkn kaw pun nak typue ahquh huh?…..bkn dari satu mulot ahquh dgr bt a few umerh yg aderh dgn kaw..umerh citerh samerh taqqan drg naq typu ahquh.i dun wana tegur..koz i wana b patience n dats is wat i wana had n wana to b in my life…

i’m fuck up wif it by hearing stories all abt eu n i’m nt badmouthing eu..i lurve eu bt i cnt take it anymre…i just dun wan eu to b hate especially my friends dear…i’m to pressure..manerh keje laen n everything…haix…i dun wan my life to b in dys wae koz i lurve eu damn lot..wats mre eu want frm me huh?…..

in lurve i’m trying to b fair myself n i’m the one wana b undastndng enuf becoz its me wana b wif eu…its heart will ok..nt 4cing myself to b wif eu or love eu becoz of ur looks bt end up…its all abt ur STMF..so i’m stupid am i ryte?…guys c me outside hepi bt deep inside my hart i’m just bad myself….hu knws dat everything gona turn dys wae n badlyy..

oh gosh…i’m too pressure..

boredom strikes!!!!!!!!!

wat a dae todae….

hmm,its been great actuallie lah bt then vewi the boring…its damn boring maken hari….i’m just misrble lately.hmmm

aniwae it makes me out of idea wat to write n wat to thing..hahaxx…

soon going out wif mum n sys to buy some things..4 myself tmrw….hei its really true dat i reallie dun knw wat i shud write abt…hmmm

haix nvm maebe nxt tyme then….

ADIOS!!!!!!

ouh…its damn long….

OH GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its quite a long tyme taq update my blog,its nt dat i dun cre ,its just dat i’m lazie n bzy sumtyme to type it all out…

i’ll try my best kae to update everytyme when i’m online….

aniwae,i’ve alot of stories to tell,hahaxx,to those hu knw me,i’m sure eu guys knws abt my whereabt n my doings..hahaxx..so eu’ll knw hw am i like actuallie..hehexx..

aniwae i’m havng so much fun here in my hometown,knwng sumone new hvng so much tyme hangng n slacking wif my frens n some of nw frens..its been great n i fope dat dys will owaez been remembered….

hmm,anywae„i’m slightly thinking..hahaxx,i just dun wana talk abt the memories i use to hve wif them n i dun even want a tink abt dat at all..nt even once….its been quite alot i just dun wana remember everything abt us anymre n hoping to chnge n move on n open a new life out here…too much hurt n i dun like it at all..haha…

hmm trying to delete everything out of my life n my mind..hehexx…

soon i’ll update even newer of my life hope so…bt nt abt them anymre…bkn bdq2 lpaq eyk k…

ADIOS!!!!!!!!